Saturday, January 30, 2010

loads of problems..

well, laziness got the best of me so ngaun lang ulit ako magboblog... well anyways no one reads this nman.. kaya ok lang,,

hmm.. ive got loads of problems lately, and ill tell you. this may be a cliche, but my life sucks...

firstly, yung tatay ko nagkaroon na naman ng convulsions, inatake sa puso or whatever, i dont know,, wala pang matinong findings ang mga specialist... hinihintay pa yung results ng EEG..(guys, this is supposed to be a medically-inclined blog, pero pasensyahan muna tayo kse hindi ko alam kung pano ako magrerelax... eeg means ElectroEncephaloGram)

electro- pertains to electricity
Encephalo- brain
gram- a drawing or marking

so EEg literally means "the recording of the electrical activities of the brain"

back to my story, ayun, hinihintay pa yung results ng EEG, tapos nakasked pa si papa for CT scan.. haay 15k ang ginastos sa hospital, room, tests, etc.. i know this amount may be small to some but lately, nagigipit ang parents ko kaya malaking halaga na ang nawala smin,

secondly, dahil nga sa 15k na negative cashflow, maapektuhan ang tuition fee ko which costs 7500. pag di ako nakapagbayad eh hindi ako makakapagexam.. midterms is only two weeks away at sa ngayon wala pa kming pera kse nagastos na.. panu yan?? mawawala na rin ba tong blog na to?? kse di na ako isang student nurse?? failure na namn ba kse wala pa ngang pumapansin dito pero mawawala na?? haay.. sana may benefactor man lang ako or something,.. i really want to finish my studies.. andaming hindrance... andaming problema.

lastly.. this problem was matagal na... ewan ko highschool pa lang ata ako ganito na nafifeel ko.. (WARNING: HARDCORE EMONESS) i feel empty... parang andami daming part ng buhay ko ang wala pa... andami ko pang hindi nafifeel na bagay,,, isa pa, i never felt important to anyone,,, not even my family... i dont know whats wrong with me, why i feel this way... ....

yun lang,,, anlakas ko maglasabi ng tungkol sken,, wala kseng bumabasa ng blog na to haha,,, yun lang,,,

siguro, nxt tym ko na lang ilalagay dito ang mga nangyari sken sa guagua...

so there...

Sunday, January 17, 2010

getting ready for guagua

we have a hospital duty tomorrow!!! YEEEYY!!!

we will be having a duty at Diosdado Macapagal Hospital in Guagua, Pampangga tommorrow and oh boy no words can express my excitement about it...

well sabi ng mga dutymates ko na nakapagduty na before sa guagua na dont expect too much kse hindi ganun kaganda dun... i was kind of disappointed pero i said to myself:

"ok lang, ill enjoy the moment nalang with my dutymates at yung ibang group na kasama nmen"

so here i am now, writing a blog bago magprepare ng gmet... hehe i so want to share with the world how excited i am, see? IM SO EXCITED!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEE

sheyt nagkakagoosebumps na ako sa excitement.. hehe ano ano kaya ang dadalhin ko.. sve ng aming leader, the following are a necessity sa pagpoprovincial duty:

uniforms....check
rle.........check
scrubsuit...check
scrubshoes..check
pin.........check
nameplate...check
receipt.....check!!

yay!! complete na ako jaan but what about my personal belongings?? well ako na ang gagawa ng list:

toiletries, undies, medyas, clothings, books, aparador?, ref.. blah.. blah.. and the list goes on and on...

hehe again for the third time, and as the song says: ♪♫im so excited!!! and i just cant hide it♪♫ haha lol

ngayon one week akong mawawala, one week ding walang harvest at facebook pero ill keep a diary nalang with me so that i can record what im doing everyday.. hehe

so there...^^

Friday, January 15, 2010

Goodbye Darr...



today will be the last day of my friend's wake... her name is mycka charmaine magat... nakakalungkot isipin na wala na sya kagad.. andami nyang iniwan dito sa mundong ibabaw... nakakalungkot talaga...

as you can see, she was one of the victims ng banggaan ng dalwang ships nung december....

darrlington mamimiss kita.. naiiyak na talaga ko while im typing this... mamaya baka pumunta ako sa burol mo.... T.T

Thursday, January 14, 2010

this was really my first blog

haha, eto yun... basa!!!


unfortunately this will be my very first blog ever… i know i have the capacity to do something like this but my only problem is that i lack the motivation that is required to write something.. guess what.. im only writing this because i dont have anything to do right now and im so fu#$&ng bored… its already 5 in the morning and my body clock was already maladapted due to mu duty as a nurse,, yes.. you heard it right.. im a student nurse and im already in 3rd year,,,

sleep dont want to show up to me pa… im supposed to have a duty right now but our CI (clinical Instructor) will be having her MA today so she cancelled it.

actually she didnt cancel it, she just moved it to an earlier time.. 7pm-11pm so that will make my rounds as a night shift. but again, unfortunately she cancelled it and she decided to continue the duty time of the group before us..

she said pla to our acting leader, Cindy (our leader had his sinus operated and therefore cannot attend our duty to rest) na we dont have any duty na talaga.. but again, one more time, unfortunately my cellphone is not working properly so i didnt receive the message that was supposedly sent to me (kya pla walang ngtetext saken buong maghapon.. akala ko no one loves me.. hehe) kya i went to VGH to attend my duty. i thought i was late pa nga but i was surprised na the group before us is still there and they said to me that their duty is extended and will cover our time that leads to the cancellation of our duty… boohoo wattalyf.

I dont want to go home yet so i decided to “makiduty” in order for my effort to not go to waste.. and there i found out that nightshift is better than our shift because there is always something to do.. unlike in graveyard where all the patients are asleep and as a student nurse, you have nothing to do but to sleep too.. (although bawal) haha “graveyard boredom” is killing me.. i hate monotonous chores and i always want variety so its hard for me to cope up with my situation right now.. wala ren ako mpaglilibangan na iba because i dont have an iPod, even an MP3.. i dont have PSP.. my cell is broke.. AAAAHHHH BOREDOM!!!!

Enough with my reklamos (with an “s” talaga) and go on with some of the wonderful things i have learned in my first duty:

I learned “IV out” or yung your going to tanggal the IV.. its fun actually, because it requires determination and pagiingat… i also learned to.. uh… eerr… what do you call that? i cant remember but you going to expel the air bubbles in the iv line via twisting the iv line so that the drip chamber will resume to its “dropping” state.. IV flushing.. i also learned it.. you use it as a last resort when air bubbles dont want to be expelled(as if they have life).. i also learned to put on a “bigkis” to a mother.. hehe

But the pride of my gained knowledge is… TAN TAN TAN TAN…

BEHOLD!!! WATCH OUT!!!

ENEMA!!!

EEENNNEEEMMAA!!!!!

YES!! i learned to put in an enema… its hard.. because one, its an invasive procedure, two, omg it stinks, three, you will pity the patient as the procedures goes on and for,,, time consuming..

puttting in the rectal tubing is already hardwork (although we used suction tube nalang because VGH doesnt hava any rectal tube) why? because there is the fear that you might hurt the patient as you put the tube in.. when you put it in, there is some kind of force that push the tube outside.. there is also some force that acts like blockage.. i cant put it in at first but i must so i have no choice but to do it… at first I hurt the patient..( i know it, im sensitive) but i learned that the technique to it was to put it firmly but gently and put it in in fastly….

The whole procedure took us the whole duty time and the procedure is still not finished (12-5am) but the time was not wasted.. it was worth it bacause we experience firsthand the procedure that could have been very frightening if done incorrectly.. hhaayyy

i think this will be the end of this very first blog of mine.. i wish there will be more of this to come.. where my thought just keep sailing and flowing… this is my first so im sorry if there is some grammatical mistakes or whatever.. to all of you who is reading this (if there is any and if there will be any) thank you for you time..Ü

my name is not norman yee

well norman yee is not really my name, its kevin neri, ayaw kasi gumana nung email ko kaya i used this spare email ko... just so you know.

yung norman yee, combinations yan ng two classmates ko from highschool^^ si norman galarosa and maricar yee.. wala lang ako maisip.. o sige yun lang^^ dito na muna

woah its my first blog!

hahaha!! it's not really my first! ive made one before, pero wlang pumansin, haha so iaadvertise ko to sa facebook mwahaha

well its already 3 in the morning, not yet sleepy so i decided to make this blog... hhmm ano ba ang makukwento ko?

well, ito muna, by monday may duty ako sa guagua (weeee provincial), pero i heard wala daw case dun, so happy happy na lang?? hahaha wag ganun...

hmf, wala pa ako makuwento ngaun but i know sa mga susunod na araw meron na yan.. with pictures pa!! heheh well, tata^^