loads of problems..

well, laziness got the best of me so ngaun lang ulit ako magboblog... well anyways no one reads this nman.. kaya ok lang,,

hmm.. ive got loads of problems lately, and ill tell you. this may be a cliche, but my life sucks...

firstly, yung tatay ko nagkaroon na naman ng convulsions, inatake sa puso or whatever, i dont know,, wala pang matinong findings ang mga specialist... hinihintay pa yung results ng EEG..(guys, this is supposed to be a medically-inclined blog, pero pasensyahan muna tayo kse hindi ko alam kung pano ako magrerelax... eeg means ElectroEncephaloGram)

electro- pertains to electricity
Encephalo- brain
gram- a drawing or marking

so EEg literally means "the recording of the electrical activities of the brain"

back to my story, ayun, hinihintay pa yung results ng EEG, tapos nakasked pa si papa for CT scan.. haay 15k ang ginastos sa hospital, room, tests, etc.. i know this amount may be small to some but lately, nagigipit ang parents ko kaya malaking halaga na ang nawala smin,

secondly, dahil nga sa 15k na negative cashflow, maapektuhan ang tuition fee ko which costs 7500. pag di ako nakapagbayad eh hindi ako makakapagexam.. midterms is only two weeks away at sa ngayon wala pa kming pera kse nagastos na.. panu yan?? mawawala na rin ba tong blog na to?? kse di na ako isang student nurse?? failure na namn ba kse wala pa ngang pumapansin dito pero mawawala na?? haay.. sana may benefactor man lang ako or something,.. i really want to finish my studies.. andaming hindrance... andaming problema.

lastly.. this problem was matagal na... ewan ko highschool pa lang ata ako ganito na nafifeel ko.. (WARNING: HARDCORE EMONESS) i feel empty... parang andami daming part ng buhay ko ang wala pa... andami ko pang hindi nafifeel na bagay,,, isa pa, i never felt important to anyone,,, not even my family... i dont know whats wrong with me, why i feel this way... ....

yun lang,,, anlakas ko maglasabi ng tungkol sken,, wala kseng bumabasa ng blog na to haha,,, yun lang,,,

siguro, nxt tym ko na lang ilalagay dito ang mga nangyari sken sa guagua...

so there...